Rainy umbrella walk date 

It’s a rainy Vancouver week here. Don’t you just hate the rainy weather, it just makes the day slower and gloomer? I was never a rain person, always had loved the hot sun. I’m not a umbrella person, because of bad experience with my umbrella flying away, turning inside out or just blowing me away. I’m a put on a hoodie person or a scarf when it rains.

Today in a long time my man and I had a old school romantic walk. It was probably one of the best moment I had. Out of no where he pulled out a umberella before we left the house. My reaction was like “NO! Why we need an umbrella?!” He said “Don’t worry I’ll hold the umbrella.” As we were walking we stopped and he said “My lady”. Yes I love it when he treats me old school style, it feels more touching than “babe”. “Hunny” makes me get the butterflies but doesn’t beat “my lady”.
A kiss under the umbrella with the rain, it is the most romanticist thing ever. Some would say fancy dinner, but I rather pick a walk on the beach than nice dinner. Sometimes it’s the little thing that matters. The fights don’t matter at the end of the day. What matters is having eachother at the end of the day.

Sometimes when things aren’t going well, it’s time to go for a walk, hold hands and have those kisses. Don’t afraid to pull back the old school days, take it to the 50 century and just enjoy it. Yes he still open doors for me, pay for food, drive me to nice spots, and holds the umbrella so I don’t get wet. It’s the best thing ever.


Love yourself 

It was a normal day, a day without any predictions that today would fall down hill. Soon before I knew I was on the bed unconscious of what just happen. My head was pounding, all I could hear was “Babe, babe, babe” slowly I started to come back. Out of breath, unaware of what happen, and in pain. I had collapsed while I was opening the door, fell backwards hit my head on the counter and did a turn with my face on the floor. My legs were shaking. I felt like my whole body just became weak and numb.

Today I realize how weak I was, how fatigue I am and how something like this can happen to me. I can’t explain this feeling I have but a feeling that it was empty and all I wanted to do was cry. I was embarrassed, I was so sorry for what just happen, I was thankful at the same time that my man was there. In my mind all I could think was what if he wasn’t there. What if I was in public? What if i was driving? What if I was home alone? I just bursted in tears, my heart was beating to a point we just held each other tight.

He reassured me that if I needed to go hospital he would take me, that he would be there. He reassured me constantly if I was ok. He reassured me that he will take time off work for me. He reassured me with food and fluid to get my body back to normal. He reassured me that no matter how weak I am he will take care of me and his love won’t change for me but love me more. I felt more relax at this time.

Today was a warning sign that I needed to focus on my health. I needed to take care of myself more. I needed to start getting check ups. After today many things in my life didn’t matter having nice clothes, making money, driving a nice car what matters right now is my health, the love of my life and my family. It’s hard to explain until something happens to you. Take this as an advice to love yourself more, take care of your health and spend whatever what you have left with your loved ones. Because you don’t want to waste your precious moments on the most latest LV bags, the most latest updated fast cars or on stuipd materials. How can you have those things but not love yourself and those around you first.

Money is just a price, if money could buy good health wouldn’t people never get sick. There would be no hospitals. There would be no one dying from being sick. We would all be healthy and live long lives. But money can’t buy good health. As a Chinese saying “If you want beauty, you need to take care of yourself and not worry about beauty”