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Don’t call it quits

 

Had you ever took the time to be grateful of wherever city you live in? Or took the time to just appreciate the details when you look at a view of your city? We take where we live for granted while others are dying to be here. The only time that we ever think about being grateful are those nights when we just want to escape from reality, not face your problems and just wish everything goes away. I’ve done it many times and the best escape is when your alone feeling the breeze of wind, hearing the tide of the ocean and looking at the city light. It makes you appreciate what you have more because you see a beautiful city from far and realize you don’t need more. All you need is yourself to be here. Sometimes what you escape from you got to look at the bigger picture in life, its a mistake that everyone makes. They don’t realize that they make their problems bigger when it was small. I do that all the time, in the end I lose myself and I let my emotions take over me. All there is are just negative thoughts running around my mind. When anger plus unstable emotions equals stubbornness and selfishness. You light up a cigarette, open a bottle or light up a j and get high. But in reality the aftermath makes it worst. The last toke of smoke makes you regret what just happened, the liquor hits you deep inside your soul with tears and the high makes you mad at yourself. What good does this bring you? Why not have a smoke and enjoy it? Why not drink for celebration? Why not get high when your having a good time? Why do we all over do this to our body when things aren’t going well? The answer is to temporary numb the pain. But we don’t see how good we have it already. At my weakest, the only thing I want to do is take a stroll to the park, take a drive down the beach but then realize in the end I got to face reality. The best thing to do is think of the good things, think of how far you came already, put on your crown and just put up with it. Put on a emotionless face and don’t call it quits now. Ten years down the road, you look back on your weakest think and will thank yourself that you never gave up. Quit your bad habits but never quit on who you are as a person.

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Life – Just be you

Life is a circle, that goes around and around. We always question ourselves “What are we doing with our life?”, “Why do we get up everyday just to make money, pay bills but yet decease in the end?”, “What is the purpose of life?”, “Why do we have to go through so many problems in our life just to be decease?”, “What do these life lesson mean?”, “Why do people become sick when they did nothing wrong?” or “Why is life so complicated sometimes?” The answer to all of these question is no one really knows.. I can’t tell you how many times i ask myself “Where in the world do everything go in the future?” I wanted to start blogging because i have so much to ask but so much to say about obstacles that pop up in life. My blog can talk about anywhere from life experience to what i feel when i sit down with a cup of tea in my hand or just about what happens in my kitchen. My boyfriend once ask me if i was to blog what would i blog about and how is it going to be different from other blogs. What if you wasted all that time blogging and you didn’t have a single soul that pass by your blog, your just not going to be confident anymore. With anger taking over me, I didn’t know how to answer because my mind was blank. But as i start thinking about it and i thought it never hurts to try and it never hurts to just be you. That was when i thought about my blog name “Just be you.” It doesn’t matter if no one reads this because this is what i want to do on my spare time. Who knows what will happen, I’m not here wishing on anything. If it gets me to where i want to be, well then I put my mind to what i wanted to do. Those of you out there contemplating on what you think is a good idea, just do it. You will never know what the outcome would be unless you try it. Life is short, if something you want to try but think your going to get laugh at, your not alone. Don’t have people of what they think ruin what you want to do, all that matters is your happy. When you get there whoever was laughing at you, do you think they will laugh at you anymore? No. Your going to have the last laugh now, so just be you, no one else. I’ve always had a mind of who cares what they think or say because in the end they just wasted their time not yours. They’ve given you the motivation to show what you can bring to the table. You may lose confidence here and there but just stay positive and remember do it for you, not for them.